Prayers and apologies
First off I would like to ask all of you to pray for a new friend of mine, Mario. He works with me at Brixx and has had a HUGE hand in helping me learn the ropes. Anyways we have developed somewhat f a close relationship recently and tonight he gave me some news that broke my heart..while we were closing tonight and doing our side work he got a phone call from his wife to say that his brother (who is back in Mexico) would not live through the night.. I could understand what disease it was but it is something similar to cancer. Naturally we hugge and I could sense how badly he was trying not to cry but could tell he was torn up over it.. ANYWAYS.. please pray for him and his family, he has just recently lost his grandmother..now his brother and he cant go back to mexico to see them..its horrible and I cant imagine how painful that must be.. I LOVE YOU MARIO!!!!!!
On to the apologies.. i simply must apologize to all of you that have been trying to hook up with me recently.. I've been swampped more than EVER with work and I'm not getting home till around 1:30 AM now a days. Im not trying to ignore anyone..its just happening that way. Still havent gotten a new cellular..but I'm working on it. So you guys know the deal.. just text me and I'll get back to you at my first opportunity.
As far as life goes.. well.. STRESS is my new word of the week..lol.. but the Zombie formerly known as Jon/Linberry (whichever you prefer) is still moving. I got checked by the orthopedist yesteday and he says that I definitley have fluid buit up and inflamation. So they are going to schedule me for an MRI and either a cortisone injection or surgery will most likely be the answer from there (OR both if they need surgery to drain the fluid). He also said that there was clearly an injury based simply on the muscle tone in the surrounding area (or lack there of).. still in contstant pain but Im making a living.. I CANT HAVE PAIN...lol. IM really frustrated that I see this summer slowly leaking away from me and I can do nothing about it.. Yes I would like to be back at school but mainly just because its Boone...Its my HOME.. I want friends, fun, parties, and A GYM again.. I cant believ how pissed off I've become not having a gym. I cant find a place to work out at anymore and all the work i had done has completely gone away.. My arms suck again, my gut is back, and I feel like crap. I need the Quinn and the SRC.. Im gonna try getting up early some mornings and going for jogs but i dont know if my body can hold up to that all things considered. Regardless I just feel like this is my chance to have FUN and LIVE my life but Im working it away stressing out.. I feel worse now than I EVER do at school. Just let me relax for a while PLEASE...
WEll thats it for now.. but I'll have more at a later date about more than stress...just wanted to talk..later ya'll. Oh and I'll hopefully have new pictures up on myspace and facebook soon but I still cant find my cables to hook the cam up to the comp otherwise they would already be there.
On to the apologies.. i simply must apologize to all of you that have been trying to hook up with me recently.. I've been swampped more than EVER with work and I'm not getting home till around 1:30 AM now a days. Im not trying to ignore anyone..its just happening that way. Still havent gotten a new cellular..but I'm working on it. So you guys know the deal.. just text me and I'll get back to you at my first opportunity.
As far as life goes.. well.. STRESS is my new word of the week..lol.. but the Zombie formerly known as Jon/Linberry (whichever you prefer) is still moving. I got checked by the orthopedist yesteday and he says that I definitley have fluid buit up and inflamation. So they are going to schedule me for an MRI and either a cortisone injection or surgery will most likely be the answer from there (OR both if they need surgery to drain the fluid). He also said that there was clearly an injury based simply on the muscle tone in the surrounding area (or lack there of).. still in contstant pain but Im making a living.. I CANT HAVE PAIN...lol. IM really frustrated that I see this summer slowly leaking away from me and I can do nothing about it.. Yes I would like to be back at school but mainly just because its Boone...Its my HOME.. I want friends, fun, parties, and A GYM again.. I cant believ how pissed off I've become not having a gym. I cant find a place to work out at anymore and all the work i had done has completely gone away.. My arms suck again, my gut is back, and I feel like crap. I need the Quinn and the SRC.. Im gonna try getting up early some mornings and going for jogs but i dont know if my body can hold up to that all things considered. Regardless I just feel like this is my chance to have FUN and LIVE my life but Im working it away stressing out.. I feel worse now than I EVER do at school. Just let me relax for a while PLEASE...
WEll thats it for now.. but I'll have more at a later date about more than stress...just wanted to talk..later ya'll. Oh and I'll hopefully have new pictures up on myspace and facebook soon but I still cant find my cables to hook the cam up to the comp otherwise they would already be there.