Apr 20, 2006 09:51
Life is crazy right now. . . but the crazy is totally balanced out.
I must apologize to everyone who's been having to deal with my crazy outbursts of stress and crazy lady moments. Matt.Perrin.Kermina. I'm sorry. . . I heart you all and promise to try to chillax a bit.
I'm worried about grades. . . I feel like the classes I worked really hard in aren't actually going to end up paying off in my GPA. . . I learned alot but my grades don't seem to show how much I learned. . . so annoying. . . I feel like I just wasted a bunch of time. . . but I know I didn't cuz I did actually learn things which is more important then grades I guess. . .
I'm working at Gorilla Theatre again right now. . . I'm ASMing and being Props Master-type person. I love it. As much stress as it adds right now at the end of the year where I really don't need it. . . It's worth it. Screw the pay. . . it's nice to get paid to do stuff I love. . . but it's not why I love working at Gorilla. I'm getting hands on experience in things I'm interested in doing for a living. I'm building a resume. All the stress is completely worth it. I love it plain and simple.
I hate exam time.
I don't know when I'm gonna pack to move. . . I'm supposed to move the weekend of the 28th. . . I haven't even had time to start packing. . . oh jeez. . . it's gonna be interesting. . . I haven't had time to get furniture yet either. . . I'm going to be sleeping on an air mattress. . . yay for me. . . this is college living. Bobby this is how we're going to be living in NYC.
I miss everyone who's not here. I can't wait to see you over the summer. You will have to come down and stay for weekends etc. . . . I lurve you.
I need to sign up for summer classes.
I have 2 jobs set up for this summer. I need to call Bush Gardens to set up orientation. . . I'm gonna be so busy. . .
I should hopefully be playing WoW again soon via Matt's computer. . . that makes me happy. . .
I'm Happy. As stressed as I am. . . I'm completely Happy. . . Very Happy. . . I know that sounds stupid. . .
I'm a very lucky person and I know it. . .
I love you all and miss those of you who aren't here muchly. . .
I'm sorry this was so tangity . . .
Lurve you all,
Meg