A bit of advice.
From one who knows. Be sure to choose your paths wisely my friends, be sure you know. Don't wait too long to follow your dreams because you will loose more then you can imagine. I have given up happiness, I've given up what was important to me. I followed a path that went against everything that I believe except the belief that this was the path. I'm now committed and at the same time stuck. I know if I change paths now it will be the end of me, so here I sit with only fleeting moments of happiness that only serve to make me miss what I had and a hope that I will be able to achieve that again one day. Here I sit knowing I chose best, but how hard it is, how much you have to believe that you can do it, that you can survive. I walk in no world; I do not exist.