The best Christmas tree ever
The four Burke kids on Christmas Eve, captured from one of our grandfather’s home movies. Beth is the blond. I’m wearing green. Lou is the baby. Mike is in back.
My sister, Beth, died in January 2014 of cancer. Her last Christmas was one of her happiest.
In December, Beth’s son and his wife came to visit, and they set up and decorated the tree. Beth had inherited the Christmas tree ornaments from my parents and grandparents, and although she was too ill to do more than watch them work, she was entranced. It was, my sister said, the best tree ever.
She described it to me over the phone (I had visited at Thanksgiving), and I could see it as she spoke because I knew so many of the ornaments.
My mother had made a canvas-work embroidery angel for the top of the tree. In keeping with family tradition, a little electric candle had been placed in her hands.
Some old, fancy glass ornaments had originally been bought by my grandparents, lovingly cared for by my parents and then by Beth. They were fragile and worn but exceptionally ornate. One had gold stripes edged with glitter and little holiday scenes hand-painted between the stripes.
My sister especially loved the ornament her son had made in grade school, a white paper bird with a long tinsel tail. There was also my ornament from kindergarten, green and red metallic disks glued together around a length of yarn. Other children’s artwork was hung up, too, chronicling a family that grew larger, and boys and girls who grew up. Some ornaments were gifts or careful purchases - each color, each sparkle, each light a story.
“It’s beautiful,” she told me. “I can stare at it for hours.”
It held happy memories from her whole life, as merry as a Christmas tree could be - the best gift, the best tree ever.