The unexpected
Too early for lunch...10.43 jogja time....I crave for Nasi goreng but the cook isn't available yet.
While waiting for my meals, I'm contemplating. light one. but very serious.
Been 5 days in Jogja for one reason...looking for a job.
well...sometimes I do thinking...whether...I have just missed some important thing? will I regret it?
yeah...start this Tuesday...I had a job calling from one of university in Jogja for Lecturer position.
Once I arrived, it's pretty...umm...I don't know...confusing....that made me realized that I might be misunderstood for the position I applied.
This is not lecturer position I imagined. After chit chat with some job seekers about the job..well...it made me thinking is it really the job i want....or at least..I expected....I had probrably 45 minutes major dilemma....then the next test and the materials made me realized..."Not this one I guessed"...
Call me idealist person..but yeah...big relieved when I get what I want or plan or expected. seriously.
For this long time, I only applied jobs that attracted me...mostly FMCG company, Tobacco company, University, Hospitality and Foreign Affairs institutions. Because those are basically my interest jobs....I should've sticked with that....for sure. never let any jobs sparks distract me..
And then I realized that all this times I was being impulsive...I just can't shake the feeling to have an instant job...I need a job...I want a job..so bad...but I haven't reach desperate level... it betrays my idealism...I sacrifice a lot...but that's life right...high risk...high return...Eymen!
What troubled me to the fullest is the time I spent to get the real one...stranded in Jogja...while my parents are struggling for me at home. yeah... we have human capital crisis at the moment. one of our assistant quite the job to be 100% housewives...and then...the other one...family issues so she apparently would be absent without notice very often...no employees at night shift....that just made me CRAZY! I called my parents...they always secure that everything's okay....they ask me to focus on what I'm currently doing...yeah...that what I should do...please hang on dad and moms...I'm gonna be home this september 5th...please please please....Semoga berkah ya Allah...:)
Now....I'm on my way for my ideal job...:)
While waiting for my meals, I'm contemplating. light one. but very serious.
Been 5 days in Jogja for one reason...looking for a job.
well...sometimes I do thinking...whether...I have just missed some important thing? will I regret it?
yeah...start this Tuesday...I had a job calling from one of university in Jogja for Lecturer position.
Once I arrived, it's pretty...umm...I don't know...confusing....that made me realized that I might be misunderstood for the position I applied.
This is not lecturer position I imagined. After chit chat with some job seekers about the job..well...it made me thinking is it really the job i want....or at least..I expected....I had probrably 45 minutes major dilemma....then the next test and the materials made me realized..."Not this one I guessed"...
Call me idealist person..but yeah...big relieved when I get what I want or plan or expected. seriously.
For this long time, I only applied jobs that attracted me...mostly FMCG company, Tobacco company, University, Hospitality and Foreign Affairs institutions. Because those are basically my interest jobs....I should've sticked with that....for sure. never let any jobs sparks distract me..
And then I realized that all this times I was being impulsive...I just can't shake the feeling to have an instant job...I need a job...I want a job..so bad...but I haven't reach desperate level... it betrays my idealism...I sacrifice a lot...but that's life right...high risk...high return...Eymen!
What troubled me to the fullest is the time I spent to get the real one...stranded in Jogja...while my parents are struggling for me at home. yeah... we have human capital crisis at the moment. one of our assistant quite the job to be 100% housewives...and then...the other one...family issues so she apparently would be absent without notice very often...no employees at night shift....that just made me CRAZY! I called my parents...they always secure that everything's okay....they ask me to focus on what I'm currently doing...yeah...that what I should do...please hang on dad and moms...I'm gonna be home this september 5th...please please please....Semoga berkah ya Allah...:)
Now....I'm on my way for my ideal job...:)