Ho-hum..

[mouemoue]

I'm feeling somewhat dissatisfied with myself at the moment. Can't quite place why, though. I know some of it is rather stupid.. I feel like such a slacker and a loser for never doing anything to my MySpace to make it look any better than the default. B once gave me a hard time about it, and I just laughed it off. But even the boy made his look all spiff and I just feel stupid that I don't really know how to do it, that I never went to the trouble to learn how... That I never make time for things like that. *sigh* Don't think I'm asking for help on how, because if I wanted to learn I would. I've just never cared. But the boy started talking to me about the nifty things he had done, and I felt...left out, in a way. He was talking about things that I don't really know how to do. Why am I a multimedia major if I don't even know this? Why have I been doing web stuff for years if I don't bother to teach myself all the newest things? Why do I even bother to claim I'm something I apparently am not?

Ugh, I'm making myself sick, stressing about this.. I should stop ranting and find something else to do. Sorry.