Weekend Update, with William Mouat!
Interesting weekend...
Starting poorly... Had planned to go with Krystal to Monte, but she told me she didn't want me to go the night before we were supposed to leave; it hurt, but I don't want to get into that to much.
The week before that was cool though; got to meet her friend Kally from Monte. Cool girl, glad I got to meet her.
Anyway, back to the weekend.
Went to Ben's house a few times, as is the usual I suppose. On uh.. Saturday? Yeah, saturday night I went with Kristen and Andrea to Gargoyles. I enjoyed myself but kind of felt out of place, didn't want to bother anyway so didn't talk much... I guess thats a problem I generally have. Even though I really do enjoy their company I just feel out of place sometimes I guess. Played some pool, and goofed around some; more goofing around than pool, but thats fine. Before we got to Gargoyles we stopped by QFC so Kristen could buy some pixie sticks; took about 20 minutes, longest, but by far one of the most entertaining candy runs I have seen... Kristen pushed Andrea around in the cart; sadly, there were no major grocery isle crashes resulting in jackass like moments ;)
I've more or less just been working on keeping occupied. My mind has been focused on some stuff I wish it wasn't... I feel down quite a bit, and people can tell just from looking at me I guess, since everyone is asking if i'm alright. I am not really acting different, as far as I know; it just seems to project itself. Krystal comes back at some point this week; I am not above admitting I have missed her company, even though it has only been the weekend... You sort of get used to someones company after spending most of the past several months with them... though I doubt she misses mine, but meh, thats fine. Its not so bad that I can't function or anything; if it was then *I* would be freaked out by myself.
Bah.. I wish I wasn't so unsure of myself. A little confidence could go a long way I think, or rather "a little more".
Starting poorly... Had planned to go with Krystal to Monte, but she told me she didn't want me to go the night before we were supposed to leave; it hurt, but I don't want to get into that to much.
The week before that was cool though; got to meet her friend Kally from Monte. Cool girl, glad I got to meet her.
Anyway, back to the weekend.
Went to Ben's house a few times, as is the usual I suppose. On uh.. Saturday? Yeah, saturday night I went with Kristen and Andrea to Gargoyles. I enjoyed myself but kind of felt out of place, didn't want to bother anyway so didn't talk much... I guess thats a problem I generally have. Even though I really do enjoy their company I just feel out of place sometimes I guess. Played some pool, and goofed around some; more goofing around than pool, but thats fine. Before we got to Gargoyles we stopped by QFC so Kristen could buy some pixie sticks; took about 20 minutes, longest, but by far one of the most entertaining candy runs I have seen... Kristen pushed Andrea around in the cart; sadly, there were no major grocery isle crashes resulting in jackass like moments ;)
I've more or less just been working on keeping occupied. My mind has been focused on some stuff I wish it wasn't... I feel down quite a bit, and people can tell just from looking at me I guess, since everyone is asking if i'm alright. I am not really acting different, as far as I know; it just seems to project itself. Krystal comes back at some point this week; I am not above admitting I have missed her company, even though it has only been the weekend... You sort of get used to someones company after spending most of the past several months with them... though I doubt she misses mine, but meh, thats fine. Its not so bad that I can't function or anything; if it was then *I* would be freaked out by myself.
Bah.. I wish I wasn't so unsure of myself. A little confidence could go a long way I think, or rather "a little more".