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My mind is weird. I don't even know if it's my mind. Maybe psyche is a better word. Or maybe tiny baby miracles happen when I'm so close to the finish but I need a little push. I decided that when I lie in bed unable to fall asleep, instead of getting frustrated and rolling around, I will just think. I think sometimes restlessness is given to us on purpose, because it's a time when you can just relax and think thoughts, even if those thoughts aren't necessarily relaxing. Some of the clearest, most valuable thoughts I've had, the ones that turn into long stories or life mottos, have come from a really crappy night of non-sleep.