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*is so stressed out*
I did something bad.
...Watching the news about Jin's hiatus is quite depressing-- it's made me really surprised, because I've never thought of myself to be the type to like celebrities and involve myself emotionally with anyone of them. =T
(With the exception of the テニミュ cast, of course... ;n;)
But... I'M SO JEALOUS!!
To be able to go to a different country and learn langagues... T_T I want to do that so badly. But I'll need to finish the National exams first. Then NUS, or a scholarship, yeah? DAMN. That'll take so long!
...Speaking of people leaving... MAKIMAKI SHOULD NOT POST DEPRESSING THINGS. When she mentions leaving for Australia... I can't stand the thought of losing another friend. This was what I was trying to avoid in the first place, and when I was careless... Bleh. *sad*
It makes me want to uproot and move ASAP too, but I know it's not possible. Not to mention, I really love Singapore right now, as a collective, even if I'm really at odds with the ridiculous education system we're put through.
*sigh*
Today, though, I was quite happy because I fell asleep at 10 30 last night after going to Aileen's house (yummy veggies, and she peeled shrimp for me, heheh. *chu*) and then woke up at 10 30 this morning. I haven't slept so well in AGES. I feel really happy. ^_^
Ah. And I cleared the room-- so, I'll go and study for Tuesday's Bio Practical... *sigh* And finish tonnes of homework. This really is the last of my teenage years, eh? ^~^
Standing in the middle
Of a pea-soup fog
Take the next step
Is there ground?
My foot catches empty air
And--
I shall not think about that. *resolute* GANBATTE!!
I'm not the only one having problems. People like me-- my classmates-- people around the world. Hell, one lady this very minute can be worrying about how she fell in the toilet and doesn't have enough money to pay for the hospital bills! And some other kid in Africa is worrying about his sick mother while gunshots ring outside...
My exams are of very little importance, actually, isn't it?
*sad smile*
This is such a depressing post, I'm sorry.
I did something bad.
...Watching the news about Jin's hiatus is quite depressing-- it's made me really surprised, because I've never thought of myself to be the type to like celebrities and involve myself emotionally with anyone of them. =T
(With the exception of the テニミュ cast, of course... ;n;)
But... I'M SO JEALOUS!!
To be able to go to a different country and learn langagues... T_T I want to do that so badly. But I'll need to finish the National exams first. Then NUS, or a scholarship, yeah? DAMN. That'll take so long!
...Speaking of people leaving... MAKIMAKI SHOULD NOT POST DEPRESSING THINGS. When she mentions leaving for Australia... I can't stand the thought of losing another friend. This was what I was trying to avoid in the first place, and when I was careless... Bleh. *sad*
It makes me want to uproot and move ASAP too, but I know it's not possible. Not to mention, I really love Singapore right now, as a collective, even if I'm really at odds with the ridiculous education system we're put through.
*sigh*
Today, though, I was quite happy because I fell asleep at 10 30 last night after going to Aileen's house (yummy veggies, and she peeled shrimp for me, heheh. *chu*) and then woke up at 10 30 this morning. I haven't slept so well in AGES. I feel really happy. ^_^
Ah. And I cleared the room-- so, I'll go and study for Tuesday's Bio Practical... *sigh* And finish tonnes of homework. This really is the last of my teenage years, eh? ^~^
Standing in the middle
Of a pea-soup fog
Take the next step
Is there ground?
My foot catches empty air
And--
I shall not think about that. *resolute* GANBATTE!!
I'm not the only one having problems. People like me-- my classmates-- people around the world. Hell, one lady this very minute can be worrying about how she fell in the toilet and doesn't have enough money to pay for the hospital bills! And some other kid in Africa is worrying about his sick mother while gunshots ring outside...
My exams are of very little importance, actually, isn't it?
*sad smile*
This is such a depressing post, I'm sorry.