I'm a stupid---
AH FUCK IT ALL.
I- AM- NOT- STUPID!!!
I am not, not, not, not, not, not, not, NOOOOOOT! I need to think positively and stop bogging down my peers because of my stupidity and pessimism. Cannot, cannot, cannot.
I won't.
Doesn't mean I don't believe all the way inside, though. >_<
Anyway. I guess I am an idiot. I'm tired, adn can't really study for the chem test tomorrow because I gave up my seat to the old lady on the bus and I couldn't sleep- instead stood for an hour in the bus. >_<
No sleep = No study = No pass
WHYYYYY did I give it? I should've given it, I think I did the right thing, I'm happy about that buuut... *barely keeps eyes open* I'm studying now, but obviously I need a few minute to squee and jumpstart my brain with amusing things. *goes to find said amusing things*
B@C*Y@#NUSKCYRM()@ML*#URY%# VZYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! *kickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkick* My tuition centre's new admin are a pair of complete fucktard BIIIITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckity-fuck.
....I don't feel better at all.
Aiba 051: Humor
The practice merges with the Hyoutei team today,a nd generally, the boys get along well. Kawai and Suzuki and laughing away, and Araki and Saitou seemed to have hit it off.
However, as Hiroki goes through dance moves with Aoyagi, he watches Shirota sling an arm around Kazuki-san-- and laughs weakly as Aoyagi comments on their "Buchou Love".
Aiba 053: Angst
Afterwards, Hiroki plugs his headphones in and shuffles the music full blast, as he tries to run down the gym's treadmill.
When Shirota and Kazuki come in laughing, they wave to him, who promptly turns around and cheerfully glomps a passing KENN, asking about barhopping till late afterwards.
Hiroki doesn't see the look of cofusion and slight hurt that both men exchange.
Aiba 053: Fluff
When he gets back to his apartment, it's empty and dark and late. He leaces the lights off, and walks into the kitchen-- where a pair of arms wrap around him, one from each side. A kiss lands on either of his cheeks, and he finds himself pushed against the kitchen counter.
"Love you, Hiroki." a voice by his neck says.
"Never forget that." the other one from behind his ear adds.
Aiba 054: And
Hiroki feels that wall, the one that's been slowly rising around him, immediately fall again.
He can't help but feel somewhat worn-out, as he closes his eyes and still sees the darkened ceiling. But laters, within the cramped confines of his bed, he feels the warmth seeping into him from both sides, and a weary smile makes its way onto his face.
He simply sighs resignedly and tries to go back to sleep.
Aiba 055: If
When he wakes up and finds himself sleeping alone in the middle of his mattress, he sighs and swallows the feeling of bitter medicine pouring down his throat, and burrows into the blankets to try and get rid of the chill.
But when he wakes up to the smell of fresh breakfast coming from the tray that Kazuki's holding, and the warmth of Shirota's hand on his forehead as he checks for a temperature, the almost-tears come for a completely different reason.
Wahahahahah. Okaaaay. Time to share.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, telegraph50free!!!!!
I- AM- NOT- STUPID!!!
I am not, not, not, not, not, not, not, NOOOOOOT! I need to think positively and stop bogging down my peers because of my stupidity and pessimism. Cannot, cannot, cannot.
I won't.
Doesn't mean I don't believe all the way inside, though. >_<
Anyway. I guess I am an idiot. I'm tired, adn can't really study for the chem test tomorrow because I gave up my seat to the old lady on the bus and I couldn't sleep- instead stood for an hour in the bus. >_<
No sleep = No study = No pass
WHYYYYY did I give it? I should've given it, I think I did the right thing, I'm happy about that buuut... *barely keeps eyes open* I'm studying now, but obviously I need a few minute to squee and jumpstart my brain with amusing things. *goes to find said amusing things*
B@C*Y@#NUSKCYRM()@ML*#URY%# VZYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! *kickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkickkick* My tuition centre's new admin are a pair of complete fucktard BIIIITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckity-fuck.
....I don't feel better at all.
Aiba 051: Humor
The practice merges with the Hyoutei team today,a nd generally, the boys get along well. Kawai and Suzuki and laughing away, and Araki and Saitou seemed to have hit it off.
However, as Hiroki goes through dance moves with Aoyagi, he watches Shirota sling an arm around Kazuki-san-- and laughs weakly as Aoyagi comments on their "Buchou Love".
Aiba 053: Angst
Afterwards, Hiroki plugs his headphones in and shuffles the music full blast, as he tries to run down the gym's treadmill.
When Shirota and Kazuki come in laughing, they wave to him, who promptly turns around and cheerfully glomps a passing KENN, asking about barhopping till late afterwards.
Hiroki doesn't see the look of cofusion and slight hurt that both men exchange.
Aiba 053: Fluff
When he gets back to his apartment, it's empty and dark and late. He leaces the lights off, and walks into the kitchen-- where a pair of arms wrap around him, one from each side. A kiss lands on either of his cheeks, and he finds himself pushed against the kitchen counter.
"Love you, Hiroki." a voice by his neck says.
"Never forget that." the other one from behind his ear adds.
Aiba 054: And
Hiroki feels that wall, the one that's been slowly rising around him, immediately fall again.
He can't help but feel somewhat worn-out, as he closes his eyes and still sees the darkened ceiling. But laters, within the cramped confines of his bed, he feels the warmth seeping into him from both sides, and a weary smile makes its way onto his face.
He simply sighs resignedly and tries to go back to sleep.
Aiba 055: If
When he wakes up and finds himself sleeping alone in the middle of his mattress, he sighs and swallows the feeling of bitter medicine pouring down his throat, and burrows into the blankets to try and get rid of the chill.
But when he wakes up to the smell of fresh breakfast coming from the tray that Kazuki's holding, and the warmth of Shirota's hand on his forehead as he checks for a temperature, the almost-tears come for a completely different reason.
Wahahahahah. Okaaaay. Time to share.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, telegraph50free!!!!!