"The subconcious never lies"
i had a weird dream the other night. me and christine had fun trying to interpret it. dreams are weird.
last weekend was good. aaron came up on sunday and slept over. neither of us were feeling well so sunday was a bust as far as hanging out with each other. i had to sleep on the couch which was..interesting. i could just NOT fall asleep. which is funny because i'm known to fall asleep on that couch on more than one occasion.
monday we hung out around the house and then went shopping (like we love to do) and i took him back to the train station to head home. i dunno when i'll see him next but soon enough we'll be at school and walking distance from each other. that's definetly something i'll enjoy once i get back to school.
things are awesome between us right now. i couldn't be happier. makes me laugh at how STUPID i used to be when i'd chase mark around. i love that feeling. but things with us are amazing. i couldn't have asked for a better boyfriend.
but enough of that...
so this is my last week home. and well..the weeks PRETTY much over so whatever.
i move back on sunday and start up O*staff week. i'm kinda of excited kinda. meh about it.
although i've kept in touch with a lot of people, i still feel like a lot may have changed and things will be different. not a bad or good way..just changed. i wonder how we'll all be in the office and how we'll deal with non-pregant chrsitine and crazy lynn. i'll be working around mark again. not that i'm too worried about that..but..its still...something.
the fire alarms aren't working in lincoln and wright so me heather and jeff aren't allowed to sleep in our rooms. we're homeless for 3 nights. cathleen said i can sleep on the couch in her apartment but i think i may be a rebel and sleep there anyway. if not...ug...i dont' want to think of if not.
the last week home has been..the same as any week home. sitting around in my room talking online sleeping late eating blah blah blah. oh well i can't complain i guess in about a week or so i'm gonna be back to the hectic college life of stupid classes and papers and studying and work ick.
i'll miss my big bed. and sleeping all damn day.
i saw the guys (who as far as i know this break are ben sam and erik..i saw john a total of maybe...5 minute all break) this week. there was a game night at ben's house and it was a pretty good turn out. sam, erik, ben, christine, cg sara, amanda, jen, liebert, and paul. biggest turn out i've seen all break.
we played this game called Apples to Apples which was fun for a while. i might buy it i could see it being a bordem stopper while at school.
i was supposed to see kate and tray on tuesday but that didn't work out. so i'm seeing tray tonight and also trying to make a cameo at amanda's birthday party. we'll see how well those two things go.
my two birds died on tuesday too. Lucy and Ricky, the love birds, that were later appropriately changed to Will and Jack. they starved to death which is awful and disturbing and i think me and mom are the only ones in the family that feel like AWFUL about it. my mom more so than me but yeah it sucked and it's kinda put a damper on things for me. i think i think to much haha.
we won't be getting another pet anytime soon.
even though school starts up again really soon. i have yet to do anything about it. no books, no school supplies, no clothes.. probaly because i'm DEAD broke..but..ya know whatever.
my hand will be dipping into the savings fund today so i can pay for atleast my BOOKS..but we'll see.
i have to take MAD hours next semester at the desk to make up for all the money i lost over the summer and during the semester and try to get back on track.
but i'm definetly excited to go back to school. less problems back there...i'll obviously miss christine and tracey when i'm at school and my family of course. but i won't have to stress when they all fight. and instead hear it from my mom. sometimes i like it better that way.
and of course..my big bed. *sigh*
i keep forgetting every so often that janine won't be at school. and i think of all these things i'm gonna tell her and stuff.. obviously i can still tell her..but i can NOT believe she's going away. and she wont be here...at all this semester...just soooooo freakin weird. i dunno man. i dunno.
but...it'll be a good semester i feel it.
last weekend was good. aaron came up on sunday and slept over. neither of us were feeling well so sunday was a bust as far as hanging out with each other. i had to sleep on the couch which was..interesting. i could just NOT fall asleep. which is funny because i'm known to fall asleep on that couch on more than one occasion.
monday we hung out around the house and then went shopping (like we love to do) and i took him back to the train station to head home. i dunno when i'll see him next but soon enough we'll be at school and walking distance from each other. that's definetly something i'll enjoy once i get back to school.
things are awesome between us right now. i couldn't be happier. makes me laugh at how STUPID i used to be when i'd chase mark around. i love that feeling. but things with us are amazing. i couldn't have asked for a better boyfriend.
but enough of that...
so this is my last week home. and well..the weeks PRETTY much over so whatever.
i move back on sunday and start up O*staff week. i'm kinda of excited kinda. meh about it.
although i've kept in touch with a lot of people, i still feel like a lot may have changed and things will be different. not a bad or good way..just changed. i wonder how we'll all be in the office and how we'll deal with non-pregant chrsitine and crazy lynn. i'll be working around mark again. not that i'm too worried about that..but..its still...something.
the fire alarms aren't working in lincoln and wright so me heather and jeff aren't allowed to sleep in our rooms. we're homeless for 3 nights. cathleen said i can sleep on the couch in her apartment but i think i may be a rebel and sleep there anyway. if not...ug...i dont' want to think of if not.
the last week home has been..the same as any week home. sitting around in my room talking online sleeping late eating blah blah blah. oh well i can't complain i guess in about a week or so i'm gonna be back to the hectic college life of stupid classes and papers and studying and work ick.
i'll miss my big bed. and sleeping all damn day.
i saw the guys (who as far as i know this break are ben sam and erik..i saw john a total of maybe...5 minute all break) this week. there was a game night at ben's house and it was a pretty good turn out. sam, erik, ben, christine, cg sara, amanda, jen, liebert, and paul. biggest turn out i've seen all break.
we played this game called Apples to Apples which was fun for a while. i might buy it i could see it being a bordem stopper while at school.
i was supposed to see kate and tray on tuesday but that didn't work out. so i'm seeing tray tonight and also trying to make a cameo at amanda's birthday party. we'll see how well those two things go.
my two birds died on tuesday too. Lucy and Ricky, the love birds, that were later appropriately changed to Will and Jack. they starved to death which is awful and disturbing and i think me and mom are the only ones in the family that feel like AWFUL about it. my mom more so than me but yeah it sucked and it's kinda put a damper on things for me. i think i think to much haha.
we won't be getting another pet anytime soon.
even though school starts up again really soon. i have yet to do anything about it. no books, no school supplies, no clothes.. probaly because i'm DEAD broke..but..ya know whatever.
my hand will be dipping into the savings fund today so i can pay for atleast my BOOKS..but we'll see.
i have to take MAD hours next semester at the desk to make up for all the money i lost over the summer and during the semester and try to get back on track.
but i'm definetly excited to go back to school. less problems back there...i'll obviously miss christine and tracey when i'm at school and my family of course. but i won't have to stress when they all fight. and instead hear it from my mom. sometimes i like it better that way.
and of course..my big bed. *sigh*
i keep forgetting every so often that janine won't be at school. and i think of all these things i'm gonna tell her and stuff.. obviously i can still tell her..but i can NOT believe she's going away. and she wont be here...at all this semester...just soooooo freakin weird. i dunno man. i dunno.
but...it'll be a good semester i feel it.