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Sobriety gives you an incredibly eye opening experience. Going out to shows and bars is creepy when you're sober. You see so much more go down. That's not very good thing sometimes.
As it turned out I was DD tonight. First went to Humtys for coffee and then to Riverdale show. It was packed with hormonal 12-15 year olds. I was really confused. They're all effing freaks. They're so young, yet unbelievably concerned with their countenance. I really do not believe I was like that. Then again I was too drunk to care. I was pretty much alone all night except for when Justine came to my pimping ride for a smoke.
After I drove my brother home, I took Rue and Kelti to another show that was suppose to be some wicked beatboxers and dj people funkin it up, but it turned out to be a rave. Concession was pretty sweet though; for $5 you could get a weed or hash brownie or chocolate covered mushrooms, and for $20 it was all you could drink and all you can eat. I couldn't handle it sober so I ditched those who I couldn't find to say goodbye to.
What's the deal with feeling so alone?
Why does my mind think this fair?
Fuck, the wretch I am.
As it turned out I was DD tonight. First went to Humtys for coffee and then to Riverdale show. It was packed with hormonal 12-15 year olds. I was really confused. They're all effing freaks. They're so young, yet unbelievably concerned with their countenance. I really do not believe I was like that. Then again I was too drunk to care. I was pretty much alone all night except for when Justine came to my pimping ride for a smoke.
After I drove my brother home, I took Rue and Kelti to another show that was suppose to be some wicked beatboxers and dj people funkin it up, but it turned out to be a rave. Concession was pretty sweet though; for $5 you could get a weed or hash brownie or chocolate covered mushrooms, and for $20 it was all you could drink and all you can eat. I couldn't handle it sober so I ditched those who I couldn't find to say goodbye to.
What's the deal with feeling so alone?
Why does my mind think this fair?
Fuck, the wretch I am.