Nov 20, 2012 13:08
I just have a shit attention span. And a shit brain. I really, really want to write something, not because I want to become a published author, but because I love to write. Am I good at it? Probably not, (I don't think that I am) but it's fun for me. And I really, really want to write a novel, but the problem is that I can't come up with an idea that is novel-worthy. I come up with ideas that are fun to talk about all the time, but never anything that I think would make a good novel. And I'm not even sure if I could write a novel, honestly. I don't know how. I know that sounds lame, but when I read books, I'm always jealous because everything is so seamless and is just a great idea. I don't think I could do that, and it makes me sad, because like I said, I do love writing. But maybe it's just not for me.
I bummed myself out typing that. And because I hate it when it sounds like I'm whining or complaining, I'm going to stop. There's a few things I have to do, and then I'm going to go nap, methinks. I am le tired.
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