Aug 12, 2006 11:42
yeah thats how i feel...im just like whatever -- so much bad shit has happened to me this summer and im just apathetic....i really dont care anymore...but hasnt that been my attitude for a long time -- when have i ever really cared about something? oh wait....my relationships, and my job -- the two things in life that i love and want to make the best. but i dont have a relationship right now and i really dont know how i feel about it...because i love have a girlfriend -- i love having that feeling that id only feel with her...but oh well -- i will find someone better than anyone ive had in the past...i just gotta stop going for the girls that have all these problems...but whatever i willfigure something out. then the job -- well i want a new one...thats it...
thats what i have to bitch about for now -- oh well....maybe my life will get somewhat better....heres a rundown of why it sucks....MIP, im underpaid at work, mom thinks im a pothead, im gonna fail out of school, people dont believe in me, my family says that i shouldnt go to school because im not gonna be anything anyway, mom says that im fat and i should lose weight or people will hate me, others tell me that im too nice, others tell me that im an asshole, others make fun of me because of my weight and others make fun of me for no reason....yeah thats all happened since tuesday....so im pretty much on my last nerve...people who get to me will not see a good side of me...so yeah im depressed -- read that shit and tell me who wouldnt be?
fuck it
tom