Try, try, try again...and for what?
So, this year I set out to finally make myself...er, I don't a more socially active person here on campus. Yet I've realized I just can't do it because it seems like whenever I speak at anything or try to hang out with people, I'm always the odd person out.
It's as if I say something, and 90% of the time it seems irrlevant to the people listening, like they're disinterested in me.
And frankly, it's hit kind of hard on me these last few weeks. All my leadership positions, semi-good running as of lately, and my pretty decent grades, just aren't satisfying my mojo anymore.
I'm not happy, at all at "De-Land of opportunity." I don't know if it's the enviornment at Stetson, the people, the placement...I just don't know. What I do know is I'm really not fully satisfied here at this point in time, and I think I want a change, a major one, sometime soon. I feel like my enthusiasm has worn itself out, like my left knee and right foot have. Only time will tell what will happen after this.
Damn. This feeling blooooows balls my friends...like whoa.
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It's as if I say something, and 90% of the time it seems irrlevant to the people listening, like they're disinterested in me.
And frankly, it's hit kind of hard on me these last few weeks. All my leadership positions, semi-good running as of lately, and my pretty decent grades, just aren't satisfying my mojo anymore.
I'm not happy, at all at "De-Land of opportunity." I don't know if it's the enviornment at Stetson, the people, the placement...I just don't know. What I do know is I'm really not fully satisfied here at this point in time, and I think I want a change, a major one, sometime soon. I feel like my enthusiasm has worn itself out, like my left knee and right foot have. Only time will tell what will happen after this.
Damn. This feeling blooooows balls my friends...like whoa.
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