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hi,
well lets see on the 5th that was tusday... my sister found out she broke her leg. so that kinda stinks cuz i feel bad. Then on wensday i did nothing but go to my dads house. it was ok except for we didnt really do anything. Then on thursday i went to school and this kid started choknig and alex did the hymlic and stuff and didnt dve him cuz mr powell helped too. but it was really sweet that he did it. he has turned out to be not that bad of a kid. once you get know him of course.lol. then my dad and brother came and picked me up and we went out to lunch. it was alot of fun. THen the one of the coolest things happened.... Serena called me and she was back in the us! i was so happy that i actuaally didnt say anything for a few seconds. cuz i could talk to her again and that i could be like sad andcall someone or if something great happend i could call and she would make it seem like it was the most imortant thing ever. i guess what i am saying is serena you are the best and no more leaving me cuz i cant take it and i need you!! lol well not movingon to day...it was the last day of Session 1 of summer school so that means that there is only... 12 more days left! and 22 more days till i leave for NYC!! yes! i cant wait. well then after school i went home and atelunch then i decided that i needed to go running cuz i havent been in a while. it was kinda hot and i wasnt feeling the best so i only ran 2 miles. then i came home took a shower and got ready to go to the movies with David Kelly and Bryckley. It was alot of fun!!! WE saw war of the worlds! it was awesomely great but really sad and funny im some parts.lol. its hard to exxplain i guess just go see it! lol. well now i am here jsut sitting and wondering why are guys so lame? and then at the same time how can they be so great?? it so lame! and how come i get jealous of something that someone has when i have it too? it jsut doesnt make sense to me! and then they start talking about it and its really depressing and stuff and then its like you dont wanna takl to them but then your phone rings its them and all the sudden it makes it all better? so its like you love to talk to them and you know they didnt do anything wrong but you still dont wanna talk to them cuz they have what you dont and it makes you sad and want to cry and its bad but then talking to them makes you laugh sooo much that you dont want it to end? and its like you say ok i need to and then they are like no i want you to talk to me and stuff so you want to cuz you feel wanted and the feeling is great but then its like if we talk about what is makeing me sad then should i stay and talk to you and be happy and sad? can i be happy and sad? i dont know what the was but its what has been going on it my head allllll day! and i dont even think that it makes sense but thats it. lol. well now that i feel alittle better for getting it all out but i still feel the same!! oh well i think i should watch a movie and eat some oreos with milk. that will make me feel better! well i think it will at least. we will see in my next entry. so i will talk to you later cuz this has been a long and confusing and fun and sad and mad and hyper day so i think that i will just end it here. so bye!!
Love Always and Forever,
Jess