what does is matter

[motoluver12]

hey well today wasnt so good. James broke up with me cuz he wasnt ready and i wouldnt really even care if i dint like him anymore but i do i like him alot still and he was the first guy that ever called me beautiful and said that i meant the world to him and if i did mean the world to him and he said he loved em so muich then why did he do it? he said he doesnt wanna ever hurt me then why did he? i wish i knew why. Well i didnt feel good today etiher and i have to go to school tommorow and i dont wanna i just wish that i could stay home and talk on the phoen to serena all day like i used to but i dont think that either of those are going to happen. so i guess i should jsut put it out of my mind. i jsut want things to be the way that they were know what i mean? like it was fine i had the guy the friends that sprot the everythign and now its all gone.... well that is all and dont think that you all care about it anymore so im done.......

Jess

I still love you James i jsut wish that you would have stuck it out longer......