[*] and as another year goes by...
so today my world came to a crashing hault for a little while. today i realized...i'm not going to be a kid anymore :( im growing up. and becoming responsible. and that scares me. i realized today that next year i'll be a junior, then the next year i'll be a senior..then..its all over. no more high school. how weird is that going to be..i dont know how..whoa. i dont know how much high school has changed me..i've met a lot of really rad people this year and also gotten closer to a lot of people too. i honestly dont think i have changed a whole lot since last year. ive become less shy and more outspoken and confident i suppose. but i think thats a good thing. maybe ive also become a little more judgemental. which isnt. hmm..i dunno. but lets make a list of new ppl or ppl ive gotten closer too. just cuz i wanna see
* Bobby
* Tyler C
* Cody
* Max J
* Andrew P
* Andrew C
* Blake
* Trista
* Celeste
* Diana
* Laura
* Eric
* Byron
* Mike W
* Bryan
* Chris
* Ashley
* Joey
* Brad P
* Jason
* Tyler O
* Megan
* Matt B
* McCall
* Jessica J
* Glen
* Wade
* Jeff M
* Brett H
* Tj
* Patrick
* Marissa
yeah. see.. lots of ppl. and i really care about everyone on that list. and then ofcourse there are my friends that ive stayed close to. but they all know who they are. anyways. that list was more for my purpose, just to kinda reflect on everything...
anyways. so i have 4 days left of school. that means...4 days i have to try and wow byron. 4 days to try and tie up loose ends. 4 days to tell everyone i wont see for awhile goodbye. and 4 more days of my childhood...
anyways yeah. umm...byron. me and him have been talking a lot lately. that totally is so rad. like, i was nervous to talk to him without trista...but since like monday he comes up to me all the time and starts talkin to me and pokes me and stuff. its fun. and i really hope that i can get to be better friends with him. cause whats cooler then a fun mx guy? haha. thats right.
haha. well...in 4 days..summer will be here. and in like 9 days..my drivers ed starts. how scary. that makes me feel even more like im growing up..its kinda intimidating. lol.
me and chris talked on the phone for like 2 hours last night. hes really cool when he isnt blabbering on about britany. lol. i enojoyed talkin to him. he really is a good listener and stuff. he gives me closure too. which is way rad. good for him :)
but..i guess im gonna go. and get ready to grow up..
xoxo ashley
* Bobby
* Tyler C
* Cody
* Max J
* Andrew P
* Andrew C
* Blake
* Trista
* Celeste
* Diana
* Laura
* Eric
* Byron
* Mike W
* Bryan
* Chris
* Ashley
* Joey
* Brad P
* Jason
* Tyler O
* Megan
* Matt B
* McCall
* Jessica J
* Glen
* Wade
* Jeff M
* Brett H
* Tj
* Patrick
* Marissa
yeah. see.. lots of ppl. and i really care about everyone on that list. and then ofcourse there are my friends that ive stayed close to. but they all know who they are. anyways. that list was more for my purpose, just to kinda reflect on everything...
anyways. so i have 4 days left of school. that means...4 days i have to try and wow byron. 4 days to try and tie up loose ends. 4 days to tell everyone i wont see for awhile goodbye. and 4 more days of my childhood...
anyways yeah. umm...byron. me and him have been talking a lot lately. that totally is so rad. like, i was nervous to talk to him without trista...but since like monday he comes up to me all the time and starts talkin to me and pokes me and stuff. its fun. and i really hope that i can get to be better friends with him. cause whats cooler then a fun mx guy? haha. thats right.
haha. well...in 4 days..summer will be here. and in like 9 days..my drivers ed starts. how scary. that makes me feel even more like im growing up..its kinda intimidating. lol.
me and chris talked on the phone for like 2 hours last night. hes really cool when he isnt blabbering on about britany. lol. i enojoyed talkin to him. he really is a good listener and stuff. he gives me closure too. which is way rad. good for him :)
but..i guess im gonna go. and get ready to grow up..
xoxo ashley