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i was thinking.. and i really miss you guys. like even though you cause me a lot of pain, id rather have you here to talk to then , ya'll be there. i want to say its not fair. But it is. You deserved it. But i just wish it wasn't such a stiff punishment. i might not get to see one of you ever again. thinking about it really does hurt me, you'd never guess but it does. i just wish things could go way back to when we were younger. and a certain thing didn't take over ur lives. Had to let it out. w/e though, we say things happen for a reason, but everything that has happened hasnt really had a follow up reason to make up for it.