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im a little bummed out right now. my stomach really hurts and i dont want to get up at 6 in the morning just for work tomorrow. i have no idea why its so hard for me to be at work by 7am now, but it is. plus, i have an 8 hour shift and unless theres like, 20 check ins, which there usually is not, i will be bored for about 4 hours of that and the time is going to just crawl.
Seriously, I can't believe i feel this way. ive been with spencer for like, 2 and a half years and youd think id want my own space, but i dont. i hate the feeling i get whenever i have to go home without him there. i mean, yeah, sometimes i do need my own space for a few hours or something, but we see eachother everyday and when i dont see him everyday, it just feels weird. i didnt think i was going to see him today because he was supposed to be over at tonys house recording, but instead he surprised me at my house around 5ish. i dont know, i guess im just surprised that we still love eachother as much as we do 2 and a half years since our relationship started. ive never been in a relationship like this before.
anyway, jess left for a trip and wont be back til wednesday, but hopefully i can hang out with annie, victoria, and shannen this week.
Seriously, I can't believe i feel this way. ive been with spencer for like, 2 and a half years and youd think id want my own space, but i dont. i hate the feeling i get whenever i have to go home without him there. i mean, yeah, sometimes i do need my own space for a few hours or something, but we see eachother everyday and when i dont see him everyday, it just feels weird. i didnt think i was going to see him today because he was supposed to be over at tonys house recording, but instead he surprised me at my house around 5ish. i dont know, i guess im just surprised that we still love eachother as much as we do 2 and a half years since our relationship started. ive never been in a relationship like this before.
anyway, jess left for a trip and wont be back til wednesday, but hopefully i can hang out with annie, victoria, and shannen this week.