just as I thought...
He called last weekend - Saturday afternoon. I saw the area code on my phone but with a number I didn't recognize.
I answer the phone with a weary hello and he says ~
"Hello Hun - Its Deen" ~ I wanted to apologize and let you know, I'm going back to rehab on Thursday. You were totally right, i did what you thought. I got off the road and was bored and had a shitload of money - I got so paranoid that I changed my cell phone number 4 times in 30 days. I'm a mess (no shit buddy). I miss you.... (damnit to hell - i miss him too!)
So rehab started for him yesterday - I'm relieved that he's safe, and happy that he's seeking treatment....and i'll remain his friend, by my heart is slowing moving on. I can't relate to his world - and he certainly can't relate to the normalcy of mine.
- He did tell me that he listened to me, and didn't buy the Lamborghini (sp?) - but instead bought the new convertible mercedes like the one he rented and we drove around in on tour. (I LOVED that car!!)
I'm hanging in there with work - this is the time of the year where we get really really busy (last minute deals) right before the holidays, and then the world stops. I mean NOTHING happens for a month.
I need a distraction - so if you know any interesting single men.... send them my way!
I answer the phone with a weary hello and he says ~
"Hello Hun - Its Deen" ~ I wanted to apologize and let you know, I'm going back to rehab on Thursday. You were totally right, i did what you thought. I got off the road and was bored and had a shitload of money - I got so paranoid that I changed my cell phone number 4 times in 30 days. I'm a mess (no shit buddy). I miss you.... (damnit to hell - i miss him too!)
So rehab started for him yesterday - I'm relieved that he's safe, and happy that he's seeking treatment....and i'll remain his friend, by my heart is slowing moving on. I can't relate to his world - and he certainly can't relate to the normalcy of mine.
- He did tell me that he listened to me, and didn't buy the Lamborghini (sp?) - but instead bought the new convertible mercedes like the one he rented and we drove around in on tour. (I LOVED that car!!)
I'm hanging in there with work - this is the time of the year where we get really really busy (last minute deals) right before the holidays, and then the world stops. I mean NOTHING happens for a month.
I need a distraction - so if you know any interesting single men.... send them my way!