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I think I've probably changed this year more than any others.
I mean, it's a new school, where I'm actually fully aware of it, and when everyone else is too. New influences, new experiences, new.
Okay, despite my love for Liar Game already being there when I entered the new year, I still wasn't so into manga and anime and all things Japan. In fact. I still recall being mad at Japan for bombing all these places and for having such an awful emperor.
Then during the mid-years, I got bored, and watched this anime called Katekyo Hitman Reborn!, and from there everything changed.
So after anime, and manga, I've even gotten to J-pop, which I'm obsessed with (particularly Vocaloids). Also, I'm cosplaying, which I never, ever saw me doing.
Sure, I've got friends in my school who're the anime people, and whom I always hang out with. I used to be friends with everyone. And I guess I still am, but I'm in a clique now, and I know how cliques can make people feel left out, so I still try to talk to others and have good relationships with other people not from my clique.
Even though in church, they all know I officially love Jap stuff. But I still try and stay the same.
I know it's not nice for your friend to suddenly change overnight.
Then the friend who's changed suddenly seems distant, and you feel like you can't really talk to them anymore because they're different. Maybe different for better or worse, but when you're different, you aren't the same.
I've made plenty of new friends with my new interest, that's a given. But I don't want to lose any.
Hmm.
:/
I mean, it's a new school, where I'm actually fully aware of it, and when everyone else is too. New influences, new experiences, new.
Okay, despite my love for Liar Game already being there when I entered the new year, I still wasn't so into manga and anime and all things Japan. In fact. I still recall being mad at Japan for bombing all these places and for having such an awful emperor.
Then during the mid-years, I got bored, and watched this anime called Katekyo Hitman Reborn!, and from there everything changed.
So after anime, and manga, I've even gotten to J-pop, which I'm obsessed with (particularly Vocaloids). Also, I'm cosplaying, which I never, ever saw me doing.
Sure, I've got friends in my school who're the anime people, and whom I always hang out with. I used to be friends with everyone. And I guess I still am, but I'm in a clique now, and I know how cliques can make people feel left out, so I still try to talk to others and have good relationships with other people not from my clique.
Even though in church, they all know I officially love Jap stuff. But I still try and stay the same.
I know it's not nice for your friend to suddenly change overnight.
Then the friend who's changed suddenly seems distant, and you feel like you can't really talk to them anymore because they're different. Maybe different for better or worse, but when you're different, you aren't the same.
I've made plenty of new friends with my new interest, that's a given. But I don't want to lose any.
Hmm.
:/