goddamn this thing called soccer
had lacrosse last night. the game started at flippin 9:45, i didn't get home until 11:30. it was fun though. it's a lot more intimidating now though cuz now our whole team is eb players that are basically going to be making the team. but i guess that means i'll just be working a little harder, which is surely a good thing. coach andy was there cuz we played south brunswick, brought back some painful memories. i really want to play for him, i'm pretty excited for the spring. but only if my knee brace ever comes around. my and my dad talked about me doing indoor, but it was while playing indoor for him that i hurt my knee so i'm really really scared to do it. so last night a few tears were shed thinking about what i wanted to do...i miss soccer so much. i haven't played since the summer and andy says he really wants me to play for him. i never thought i'd miss something so much that gave me so much agony.
where is the heat in this house?
where is the heat in this house?