I will try to fix you...
Ambitions are low,
resentment rides high....
these past two days I have woken up in a complete different mood that I have the past what may have been 5 months.
Although still in a hole, at least it is my hole.
Things will come together, maybe everything is falling apart so that I can rebuild it the way I want it.
Ixchel set the example of what a true friend is,
Always there for me,
Always listening,
Always setting me in my place,
Always commenting because she knew her input mattered to me
Understanding and not judgemental,
Outgoing and ALWAYS up for anything,
And even if petty discussions came upon either one apologized when we knew we were wrong.
Gus set an example of what kind of man i want. and possibly may still have :)
Friends are coming and going,
my personality is shifting, my goals are finally settling
I only want positive people in my life, that understand me and allow me to understand them.
He was feeling down last night, I bought him some of his fave ice scream and went over. Hadnt seen the kids in a while.. his sister hugged me and his little brother was acting up to get my attention. I love those little monsters. We saw a stupid movie and somewhere along the lines fell asleep in eachothers arms, Woke up in the middle of the night and made my way home....
resentment rides high....
these past two days I have woken up in a complete different mood that I have the past what may have been 5 months.
Although still in a hole, at least it is my hole.
Things will come together, maybe everything is falling apart so that I can rebuild it the way I want it.
Ixchel set the example of what a true friend is,
Always there for me,
Always listening,
Always setting me in my place,
Always commenting because she knew her input mattered to me
Understanding and not judgemental,
Outgoing and ALWAYS up for anything,
And even if petty discussions came upon either one apologized when we knew we were wrong.
Gus set an example of what kind of man i want. and possibly may still have :)
Friends are coming and going,
my personality is shifting, my goals are finally settling
I only want positive people in my life, that understand me and allow me to understand them.
He was feeling down last night, I bought him some of his fave ice scream and went over. Hadnt seen the kids in a while.. his sister hugged me and his little brother was acting up to get my attention. I love those little monsters. We saw a stupid movie and somewhere along the lines fell asleep in eachothers arms, Woke up in the middle of the night and made my way home....