Nov 20, 2006 16:46
It is funny to look at myself, stop at any moment of the day and just think of all the little things I do and dont do. The ironies that make me laugh and the people who make me smile. The little things I eat and said I would never eat or the words I have said or actions I claimed I would NEVER do and now find Myself doing or saying on a daily basis. Throws me out for a loop makes me look back and thank every idiot, nice, supportive, annoying, jealous, mean or loving person who has ever crossed my path for making me go through what I have, Making me open my eyes just a little more to life. Makes me smile at how good at seem to be dealing with everything and I smile because I love the person I am even if I get mad at myself, expect more of myself or simply sometimes cant stand myself I love even those moments.