Mar 10, 2005 22:32
today was fun.
school was alright. had fun w/ the cupcakes. i had to go in to work b/c some chick got sick. the other girl i worked w/, stacy, her brother said i was cute and basically wanted to mother my children. that kid is physco. fricken hot, but physco.
i am depsratly trying to bring up my grades. im tired of being so dumb.
thank god its almost friday. this weeking im not sure what im going to be doing. proballt goin to ashleys party, then to four seasons. then the rest of the time is def. being spent w/ jessie. i am going to miss him SO much when hes actually gone. i dont know what im going to do, considering the fact that hes basically my life right now. im going to miss his calls, his hugs, his kisses, his voice, the way he tells me everything is going to be alright, the face he makes when i say something stupid,the way he makes me laugh when im down. ahh! i do hope that me and him stay together hrough this, i know we can. i quess love isnt made to be easy. less than 4 weeks left. i think ill be ok.