Re: I felt sorry for the minotaur as a kidkid_pyramidMay 6 2011, 23:23:17 UTC
Ooowee, it's 2 am over here. I just came home from a gay bar that I hadn't been to since 2001.
After I saw Reggie in the Cockettes documentary and in your photos and then when I saw Juan, I felt like they were really alike, if not spiritually/mentally, then at least physically. They both had/have burning piercing eyes. You seem to be a magnet for fiery and far out people. I'm sorry you've got burnt by all these people. I know how that feels and at this point of my life I can say that I find it extremely hard to let any new people close to me because all the old ones have exploited our friendship and used me. It's hard to trust anyone anymore.
You said I could dump my feelings on you so I will.
In recent years I've begun to feel like everything is worthless and death is such a horrible trip that I've stopped living altogether. I stay at home watching movies and listening to old records, longing for the past. I've never dated anyone, never had sex. Modern kids and their fads leave me cold. It's as if everyone is trying to re-invent the wheel, in terms of music and films. Everything is airbrushed and false. I stopped caring about my health and have now eaten so much junk that I look something like Mama Cass Elliot's kid sister. I indulge in amphetamines and alcohol, even though I know all that shit is putting a strain on my sad little heart. I wish a lot of things were different. I wish I could fly over to Wisconsin and then the two of us could talk talk talk. I sure as hell need someone good and fantastic to talk with.
I just came home from a gay bar that I hadn't been to since 2001.
After I saw Reggie in the Cockettes documentary and in your photos and then when I saw Juan, I felt like they were really alike, if not spiritually/mentally, then at least physically. They both had/have burning piercing eyes. You seem to be a magnet for fiery and far out people.
I'm sorry you've got burnt by all these people. I know how that feels and at this point of my life I can say that I find it extremely hard to let any new people close to me because all the old ones have exploited our friendship and used me. It's hard to trust anyone anymore.
You said I could dump my feelings on you so I will.
In recent years I've begun to feel like everything is worthless and death is such a horrible trip that I've stopped living altogether. I stay at home watching movies and listening to old records, longing for the past. I've never dated anyone, never had sex.
Modern kids and their fads leave me cold. It's as if everyone is trying to re-invent the wheel, in terms of music and films. Everything is airbrushed and false.
I stopped caring about my health and have now eaten so much junk that I look something like Mama Cass Elliot's kid sister. I indulge in amphetamines and alcohol, even though I know all that shit is putting a strain on my sad little heart.
I wish a lot of things were different.
I wish I could fly over to Wisconsin and then the two of us could talk talk talk. I sure as hell need someone good and fantastic to talk with.
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