I Wish I could say I'm suprised
On Monday Alexei and myself moved all my big stuff and some bare nessentails from Barrie to Sudbury. We spent the night up at my new apartment and all in all things whent really well. I didn't die of nervousness, nor did I feel the walls move in on me too much. It seems I'm only really nervouse in the mornings, when I'm just waking up. That's the bigist challange for me at the moment. That and staying asleep after I wake up first thing in the morning. For the past few days I've been waking up bright and early around 6:00 and having a hard time falling back to sleep. I supose it's better this way then having trouble falling to sleep.
Well, it seems I've hit a bit of a snag in my plans for the week. The origanal plan was to pack up the rest of my stuff today and head up to the cottage, unpack the stuff that's going up there, spend the night there and then tomorow take the rest of the stuff up to Sudbury and spend Thirsday and Friday up there, come back down to my cottage for the Canada day weekend and just get settled in Sudbury after that. Well, that was the plan.
I packed everything from my basment apartment, moved it all up to the garage (everything but the kitchen table and my stario) and looked at the time since I was exsosted and needed a brake (usualy I don't do brakes, but this time I felt it was for the best). Had it been around 3:00, or 3:30 all would have been fine since I wanted to be up at the cottage for 4 or 5. Well, it was 4:00. If I started moving all the stuff from the garage to the car it would probibly take me another hour, putting me up at the cottage for 6 and I know I'd just collapse and I wouldn't be able to move anything. That and my dad kept saying to me 'you know, you dont have to head up today, you can stay back.' I geuss the notion got to my head, thinking back, I probibly could have done it.
Oh well, the new plan is pack and head up to the cottage bright and early tomorow, unpack everything there, spend the night up there, head up to Sudbury on Friday Morning (stoping off at Tim's on the way of course) spending the night there, maybe Saturday as well, or just come back to the cottage for Canada Day weekend. Then play it by ear. See how I'm doing. If I'm doing all riht and everything is all good, I'll head back up to Sudbury and get settled in. And just live up there I s'pose. Just chill and hang loose. If I'm feeling good, I'll be up there. If I'm feeling like I'm about to asplode, I'll head back to the cottage.
And thats the plan. I hope everything goes realitivly close to it. And thats the Word.
Well, it seems I've hit a bit of a snag in my plans for the week. The origanal plan was to pack up the rest of my stuff today and head up to the cottage, unpack the stuff that's going up there, spend the night there and then tomorow take the rest of the stuff up to Sudbury and spend Thirsday and Friday up there, come back down to my cottage for the Canada day weekend and just get settled in Sudbury after that. Well, that was the plan.
I packed everything from my basment apartment, moved it all up to the garage (everything but the kitchen table and my stario) and looked at the time since I was exsosted and needed a brake (usualy I don't do brakes, but this time I felt it was for the best). Had it been around 3:00, or 3:30 all would have been fine since I wanted to be up at the cottage for 4 or 5. Well, it was 4:00. If I started moving all the stuff from the garage to the car it would probibly take me another hour, putting me up at the cottage for 6 and I know I'd just collapse and I wouldn't be able to move anything. That and my dad kept saying to me 'you know, you dont have to head up today, you can stay back.' I geuss the notion got to my head, thinking back, I probibly could have done it.
Oh well, the new plan is pack and head up to the cottage bright and early tomorow, unpack everything there, spend the night up there, head up to Sudbury on Friday Morning (stoping off at Tim's on the way of course) spending the night there, maybe Saturday as well, or just come back to the cottage for Canada Day weekend. Then play it by ear. See how I'm doing. If I'm doing all riht and everything is all good, I'll head back up to Sudbury and get settled in. And just live up there I s'pose. Just chill and hang loose. If I'm feeling good, I'll be up there. If I'm feeling like I'm about to asplode, I'll head back to the cottage.
And thats the plan. I hope everything goes realitivly close to it. And thats the Word.