Oct 28, 2007 21:28
You know, I didn't realize untill this week that I really do love her. Who knew that a week apeart would bring about so much longing and wishing she was back. How could she be gone for so long? Why did it take so long? I really do relie on her, and I've almost put my hole life into her. She's got my heart. I'm just glad she's finaly coming home tomorow. With a new heart in her she's back to normal. I didn't realize, untill a week without her, how much I really do need her. So, come tomorow, Betsie will be back. I dont know how much the transmition will cast, but it will be money well spent.
I'll have to cut back on alot of stuff, I think I'll just buy for Christmas....and I supose I should really start thinking about Alexei's birthday presint. Before now it was just 'when I see something that screams out Alexei I'll get it'.....well nothings screamed, so I'll have to hunt something down. *Grabs shot gun* the hunt....is on! I shall trapp it, snare it, and skinn it.....then ask it if it has any ideas.
Well, in other news, I've had reading week. All I really did was two projects, and study. Fun times I know. I actualy used it for what it was designed for. Although most of my teachers told me I needed to relax.....and I did to some extent. I got more fermiler with my apartment, and its starting to feel like home. I'm still lacking a bed, but the matris in the spare room has been good enough to me. Also, it's been dificult without Betsie to provide reliefe for me, but I've servived, and I'll pick her up tomorow. But really, thats all I've done over the past week.
In other other news, I think I've finaly made up my mind on what I'm going to do about 'wasername'. I'm going to just wait it out untill she gets back home for Christmas and when we do our usual outting. At which point, if I'm still lost as I am now, I'll just talk to her and get her two sence on it. Just lay it all out I supose. At least this way I calm my mind, and who knows. Well thats my plan. Who knows if I'll work up the curage to do it....but I'll put it out of me mind untill then.
Oh, and 'Dan in Real Life' = the best boring movie I've seen all year.
And thats all. The End.
wasername,
wachamagigger,
betsie