Git 'r Done!.....Unless you crack and end up nakeds on the bathroom floor
Well........as you can tell by the Subject I cracked. I tryed my hand on my own for Saturday evning, and fell on my face. I was fine up untill 6:45. I think it was because I didn't have Betsie with me that through me over the eadge. Seems on Friday after I droped Alexei off and after she was acting up a bit she just stoped wanting to go into gear. She just stayed in nurtil. I got all the way to the turn onto Steels and she would go no more. I was crushed. I was tarafied. I still had cloths on so I had to keep going. So I ran home and me papie got out and used his manly voodoo magic to get her to the hoose and then to the machanic and I'll put a call into them tomorow when I'm in my right mind and say "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO HER?!?" since she didn't start acting up untill after she got an oil change and tune up. So I didn't have a ride anywhere and I felt stuck and isolated since me papie whent down to Collingwood to help out Ann, which is completely fine, he's needed more there then here. So I just couldn't take it, and I kept doing mindless things untill I started to bath and well.....as the subject says.....so a call to my mom came in and let me use her car. So here I am now....sitting at the old house.....with so many mixed emotions that I dont even know where to start or know what to think.....the only think I am stil sure of is that I really do have feelings for Jennifer, at least that had alittle bit of comfort for me. But still that wasnt enough to keep me from completly braking down. But now I'm watching Corner Gas with a very puffy blanket thinking nothing but worm fuzzys. Worm fuzzys all around!