Mar 11, 2006 22:48
It will be hard at times for me to find words that have described this last week for me. It was indeed a hell of a week. Fucking papers and midterms and a buttfuck load of studying, but I worked hard and I really think it paid off. I mean, I'm so lucky that I get to learn and grow. My thirst for knowledge just grows and grows; it's so fucking exciting.
But the real highlight of the past week is this girl I came to know. She is so awesome, and after years of self-loathing, poor self-esteem, and occasional suicide attempts, I finally feel like I am ready to love again. Who am I fooling? I am so in love! I met her exactly a week ago today, but it had turned out that I had known her for over a year. And I mean, how could I have missed her, she is so fucking hot!!! Things really just took off this week. We are so head over heals for each other. I really just can't believe it. It's like I've been struck by a sexy punch to the face, possibly by a breast. Haha! I just can't stop smiling!
Her name is Laura, and again, let me mention how hot she is! Fucking perfect! Perfect, I tell ya! If you want, I can send a pick of her through AIM or something when I'm back in Lafayette since that's where my pictures are. Speaking of Lafayette, I have no idea why I'm not fucking there right now. Okay, so I had to come home for band practice, and yes, she is working right now. But the love of my life is back in Lafayette, and maybe I should go back there right now. If anything, I'll have to give her a call this evening. She really is the best, hottest, smartest, cutest, everything of everything girls I've ever met. And sex! Did I mention sex?!?! Yes! It exists! She makes the sensations in my love organ more extreme than anyone ever (not even as much as Robbie). <3<3
I tell you, this is my first real girlfriend I guess, and now I see what the hype is about. Goddamn, I am just the luckiest sonofabitch ever! <3<3 Love lovelovelovelovelovelove!!!!!