Lose

[mothermayi5]

It's amazing how you feel when you lose something, something you knew was going and you were just waiting for it to happen. You prepared yourself. You told yourself it wouldnt be here forever. You thought of what life was going to be like without it, but no matter how much you prepare yourself and how much you plan, you are never really ready for it. Your brain says, " yeah, take it from me. I'm ready."
Your heart says, " Don't take it. Don't take it from her, she's not ready. She cant handle it."

I'm not ready and I want it back.