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It's late so i dont have time for a real update.
but here's a little jist of it.
keith and i broke up
it was my decision
i'm growing up and he's still stuck in his party phase.
*sigh* i'm still crying about it everyday.
i found a new boy though.
he's really sweet
but i dont know how much i like him yet.
i'm still hurting.
i dont know how much i like school anymore.
my back hurts all the time and it hurts to stand on my feet for a long time
i wish i had never gotten in that accident.
i almost got fired last week but talked my way out of it.
i'm quitting ecstasy, i'm done with that shit, and i'm ready for my brain to return to normal.
my self esteem is getting low again and i find myself eating less and less... the unhealthy habits are returning.
i feel like i've lost all control of my life. even though i've created everything for myself.
i just need to get out of my head.
goodnight you guys.
but here's a little jist of it.
keith and i broke up
it was my decision
i'm growing up and he's still stuck in his party phase.
*sigh* i'm still crying about it everyday.
i found a new boy though.
he's really sweet
but i dont know how much i like him yet.
i'm still hurting.
i dont know how much i like school anymore.
my back hurts all the time and it hurts to stand on my feet for a long time
i wish i had never gotten in that accident.
i almost got fired last week but talked my way out of it.
i'm quitting ecstasy, i'm done with that shit, and i'm ready for my brain to return to normal.
my self esteem is getting low again and i find myself eating less and less... the unhealthy habits are returning.
i feel like i've lost all control of my life. even though i've created everything for myself.
i just need to get out of my head.
goodnight you guys.