Jul 06, 2007 02:18
Not to drone on about shit thats pissin me off, or making me sad, or depressed or any of that crybaby crap I used to do in the day, but, I have felt really alone alot. I don't mean friend lonely or anything but I guess I want a relationship. A real relationship. I don't know why it's so hard to come by. Maybe I;m to much of a romantic. Maybe none of the girls out there want a guy that just wants to lie there and get lost in thier eyes, or can gaze on a smile or talk for hours and not get bored with any topic. Someone who wou;dn't mind a quiet night at home with her and her favorite movie. maybe cook up some dinner, and give her a quiet and quite amazing massage while they enjoy a movie? Wow...I really am To romantic aren't I? Was that sleezy or amazing? I don't know. I hope shes out there. Somewhere. waiting.... We'll see huh??