Jun 25, 2007 01:40
But I won't say who. And I won't say why...well, mainly because I don't know EXACTLY why. I just hate this person... the way they look, smell, speak, interact, judge... everything I know of this person I dislike. NO, I had it right the first time...HATE! Dislike does not cover it. Dislike is too nice.
Have you ever felt that way about someone? Just didn't like them on sight the first time you met them and nothing they've done or said since has changed ur mind?????? Tell me it's not just me.
I met this person and just absolutely didn't like them even tho they hadn't said or done anything wrong. It was just this pit-of-my-stomach, back-of-my-brain reaction that I had no control over. I kinda felt like I was being unfair so I told myself to try. Afterall, this person is not apparently mean. On the surface, this person is actually someone other people get along with, do business with, talk to, like. So I tried...and it so didn't work. Everytime this person is around I feel my soul recoil like a child in the presence of an abuser. For some reason, I just can't get past my initial reaction to this person, even tho I've tried. Even tho I myself think it's unfair.
I'm a bad bad person
Oh well... I'll deal with that tomorrow.
Lena