I want...
- my shoulder to stop hurting.
-my heart to stop hurting.
-to stop wanting to cry any time I think about my family, and the house I grew up in.
-my friend to get better and get out of the hospital.
-my brother to not end up in the hospital again. (he's out, and he's fine)
-friends who will listen and not try to cheer me up by mocking me when I listen to them bitch about their live x100. (you know who you are)
-to be able to pay my rent without help from friends.
-a job that actually pays me what I'm worth.
-someone who will hug me, hold me and take care of me.
-to stop being so stubborn and learn to accept help.
-a car.
-for it not to have an 80% chance of rain tomorrow, when I have to bike 20 miles.
-for people to stop responding to my complaining that I can't lift with "but you can do cardio/run!" No, I can't run, I have shin splints, and I can only do sprints, also, I bike SEVENTY MILES A WEEK! Fuck "doing cardio" I want to lift.
-to be able to throw in November.
It's a long list, but really, is it too much to ask for at least a few of those things to come true? I'm tired of feeling like life is pissing on me.
-my heart to stop hurting.
-to stop wanting to cry any time I think about my family, and the house I grew up in.
-my friend to get better and get out of the hospital.
-my brother to not end up in the hospital again. (he's out, and he's fine)
-friends who will listen and not try to cheer me up by mocking me when I listen to them bitch about their live x100. (you know who you are)
-to be able to pay my rent without help from friends.
-a job that actually pays me what I'm worth.
-someone who will hug me, hold me and take care of me.
-to stop being so stubborn and learn to accept help.
-a car.
-for it not to have an 80% chance of rain tomorrow, when I have to bike 20 miles.
-for people to stop responding to my complaining that I can't lift with "but you can do cardio/run!" No, I can't run, I have shin splints, and I can only do sprints, also, I bike SEVENTY MILES A WEEK! Fuck "doing cardio" I want to lift.
-to be able to throw in November.
It's a long list, but really, is it too much to ask for at least a few of those things to come true? I'm tired of feeling like life is pissing on me.