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I wish I either lacked logic or had focus and ambition because I'm just sort of stuck in between the two and not doing anything. except being miserable.
I have some strange desire to move to Canada. I think about it a lot lately. I've never been there. I just want out of here. None of you know how miserable I am here. After seven or eight years, I still feel like a fish out of water (I had a dream about those last night. ha.). The feeling is more apparent during this time of year. it's just nothing feels like it should, or looks like it should or even smells like it should.
Today I might get my coloring done. Or cut my hair. Or drive myself off a bridge.
I have some strange desire to move to Canada. I think about it a lot lately. I've never been there. I just want out of here. None of you know how miserable I am here. After seven or eight years, I still feel like a fish out of water (I had a dream about those last night. ha.). The feeling is more apparent during this time of year. it's just nothing feels like it should, or looks like it should or even smells like it should.
Today I might get my coloring done. Or cut my hair. Or drive myself off a bridge.