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my house is driving me up the wall. everyone is here all day and i can barely go upstairs and speak to them. i pretty much want to die right now. i can't wait until this is all over and everyone goes home on monday. i saw alex yesterday for the first time since sunday night. i miss him too much, all the time. i can't stand not being around him and even when we are together i still miss him. i don't know how to explain the way i feel.