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i think about people i miss. people i want to know. make eye contact through sunglasses. i wish i knew them better or at all. and all i want is to go home and lie in bed and just breathe. missing people i never had makes me angry. i have no right to fight for this. so reason to be jealous. overzealous in my jealous. fuck. i hate feeling like this. and sometimes i miss it. see?