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wow...
i have been thinking alot lately and there is alot i need to get out...
*i never knew how lost i would feel without ammon..i never even thought about it.
*i never knew how much i would think about him when he was gone.
*i see his sister like everyday and it breaks my heart to see her..bc i kno how much pain she must be going thro.
*i see his brother often..and it kills me to see him bc he looks so much like him.
*it is so weird in the morning when im gettin ready for school..like one morning i was getting ready and this song came on..this song that makes me think ab ammon..its like every step u take..every move u make.......ill be watching you...well it came on..so i look to see what time it was and it was 5:21..and for yall who dont kno 5/21 is the day ammon died..well yesterday was 4 months since he died..so i was getting ready like always..and that song came on..i look to see what time it is and it was 6:21..6 is his number and 21 was that days date..and the day he died...i dont kno if its just me or what..but i thought that was kinda weird.
*i miss him so much and no one can even imagine how i feel.
*yes i have really GREAT friends..and they all try to help me out..but no one can help on something like this.
*sometimes i feel like im not worth living..sometimes i feel like im just taking up space on this earth.. and sometimes i just feel so out of place.
i love yall all so much!
miranda
R*I*P* Ammon Cedric Craine #6
always and forever...i love you so much!