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Jan 19, 2003 15:38

What happened?
I’m not sure
Everyone asks
I tell them I don’t know
Every time I see you
You look right through me
Was something ever there to begin with?
Yes. No. I still can’t let go.
I keep trying
But you’re locked in my heart
You took my breath away with your smile
You broke my heart with your silence
I wish you would talk to me
Just be a friend
Things have happened
And I needed someone to talk to
That’s when I wish you were still there
I’m done trying to get something back that’s ove
r But I’m still here for you
Forever

No sleep last night,
too busy thinkin of you.
I was tryin to figure out how I could fix things,
but I can't.
You wouldn't want me to anyway,
so I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow.
And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared.
*It hurt bad.
I shouldn't waste my tears, I know.
It's kind of too late to say that.
I've already unleashed thousands,
cuz every thought I ever had
was about you.
And every dream I ever wished
came true -
when you entered my life.
And now you're slowly disappearing,
so I didn't sleep last night.

*ThE nOt So PeRfeCt GuY~
If you ask me what i look for in a guy
I will say that i look for a guy who tryz
A guy who lives life and deals with what it brings
And not someone who will try to buy my luv wit diamond rings
Im not asking for the so called "perfect guy"
Just some who will be there for me if i need to cry
someone who will always care
someone who will lend a hand and will always be there*

He means so much to me i just wish he knew
because when im around him the skys a different blue
and when he talks to me my knees begin to shake
the last thing i want is another heartbreak
if he would love me like i do
i could tell him that i will always be true
but when i try to talk i just dont know what to say
because i know he doesnt feel the same way

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still feel the same
Would you hear me at night
When I whisper your name
Would you remember me each day
And know that our love was so true
Would you remember our night together
When I was holding you
Would you break down and cry
A river of endless tears
Would you be able to feel me
If ever I was near
 Would you understand my feelings
Could you deal with the pain
Or would you go crazy
And try to take all the blame
Would you know that I still love you
Through all the pain and sorrow
Would you still be in love with me
If I leave here tomorrow?

I see mushy poems
'bout love and guys
how long will it be for u
to realize
words on a screen won't get you a
date
and if anyone can i can relate
don't
keep your thoughts in your heart and your head
speak
what you're thinking, be forward instead
you
may be too scared afraid of rejection
but in
the future it'll be a reflection
of your courage
to say what you're feeling inside
the words that
you spoke and chose not to hide

**I
hate that u have no clue**
**About the way i
feel for u**
**I hate the way we r just friends**
**And can't be nothing more**
**I hate the way u make my cry**
**And the way u
act like i'm not even there**
**I have to say,
this really isn't fair**

~*~Why
is life always so cruel?~*~
*Is life going to always treat me like a fool¿*
~Are you supposed to be sad all the time?~
*Is the world such a bad crime¿*
~Why does life always hurt?~
*It feels as if my face is getting pushed in
the dirt*
~Life is a big puzzle that is hard to figure out~
*Would this
place be fun¿ That I doubt!*
~Why does it seem to be comin to this?~
*Its as if everyword now adays is just a diss*
~Why does is feel like Ive
been stabbed in the back?~
*Fears of life i still to lack*
~I do not want
to live this life no more
*I just want to die, just drop down to the floor.*
~Sometimes i wish i could have a knife~
~*~But now i have realized this is
the real world. This is LIFE!~*~

*U
don't undastand the feelingz...
*That I had kept inside....
*This whole
damn time.....
*Wen i finally got my chance wit u....
* Every thing went
wrong....
*I wish I could be with you again...
*But not every1 getz that
second chance....
*Even if we're not going to be 2gether...
*I'll luv
u alwayz n foreva....
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