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i kind of hate you.
you know, the story behind the phoenix tattoo was supposed to represent my rebirth... my entry into a new life. i didn't intend initially for it to be a life without you, but now it's apparent that's what it is. and i'm angry and upset, and have been for months. and you know, i probably will be for a few more months. but eventually i'll just stop thinking about you all together. or if i do think about you, it will be briefly, and not nearly with as much bitterness as it is now.
i learned a lot while we were together. i hope you did too. and while right now i wish you all the ill in the world... i'd like to think one day i'll be able to think, "i hope he's happy where he is in life. because i know i am."
i'm not happy where i am. but i'm getting closer each day...
you know, the story behind the phoenix tattoo was supposed to represent my rebirth... my entry into a new life. i didn't intend initially for it to be a life without you, but now it's apparent that's what it is. and i'm angry and upset, and have been for months. and you know, i probably will be for a few more months. but eventually i'll just stop thinking about you all together. or if i do think about you, it will be briefly, and not nearly with as much bitterness as it is now.
i learned a lot while we were together. i hope you did too. and while right now i wish you all the ill in the world... i'd like to think one day i'll be able to think, "i hope he's happy where he is in life. because i know i am."
i'm not happy where i am. but i'm getting closer each day...