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[mothabitch]

you know its been a while since ive been on here
for the most part not much has changed
i work all the time now with a second job i just recieved today
as much as i hate my pointless job and the amount of hours i always have to work i still get some good kicks out of life

i spend most of my time biking and hangin around
i recently tried to apply for school again but they wont approve me for financial aid apparantly i make to much money compared to what my living expenses are

cassidy just graduated his bootcamp in the navy hes out in florida right now for his ait and he seemed to have fun so im thinking of trying that root so i can get my school paid for i really wanna make a good change in my life to better something in my future beiung stuck in these pointless jobs arent cutting it anymore and i wanna get out there make some money and travel around like i always have plus the navy has a good photo journalist course which i love the photography part just not to big of a fan of welding

but idk i only realy have my parents to talk to about this stuff anymore most of my friends are to fried or drunk all the time to have a serious conversation about like this

so what would any of you think?

should i just sit here workin these shitty jobs forever and just barely making it by or join the service get my schooling paid for and my education and hopefully enjoy a career in life that i can look back upon when im old and on my porch watchin the sunset