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im at corys again
I leave to california on friday at 4 to finally see my dad
its gonna be weird since I havent seen or talked to him since I was 9 I dont know how to react
its not something im lookin foward too
especially missing out on the friday and saturday night partys with them
one weekend away is a long time when Ive come to terms with people here there awesome
today was different
jess came to me the first time ive ever seen her sad but at the same time I was so excited to see her(is that mest up)shes had some troubles that im not gonna share with the world just between me and her, anyways ive never seen her sad this is the first time I sat down and talked to her for a couple hours, the only reason I bring this is up is because ive talked to people and helped them when there having problems but the difference was that I know this girl, ive been through it all with her, shes my gf of 11 mnths last sunday(minus random break ups)ive never been in a fight with her never once looked down upon her never seen her mad this is the first mood ive seen thats different from her but you know what I helped her I basically got those tears to stop flowwin and got the smiles to keep comin on the girl I love, then I took her out for olive garden
ive never come to her with any of my problems which i rarely have any but I know I could with her
basically it felt so much different to help someone you care about alot
for me she was the first gf I loved that I helped with a problem, it felt just as good as she makes me feel each day
I leave to california on friday at 4 to finally see my dad
its gonna be weird since I havent seen or talked to him since I was 9 I dont know how to react
its not something im lookin foward too
especially missing out on the friday and saturday night partys with them
one weekend away is a long time when Ive come to terms with people here there awesome
today was different
jess came to me the first time ive ever seen her sad but at the same time I was so excited to see her(is that mest up)shes had some troubles that im not gonna share with the world just between me and her, anyways ive never seen her sad this is the first time I sat down and talked to her for a couple hours, the only reason I bring this is up is because ive talked to people and helped them when there having problems but the difference was that I know this girl, ive been through it all with her, shes my gf of 11 mnths last sunday(minus random break ups)ive never been in a fight with her never once looked down upon her never seen her mad this is the first mood ive seen thats different from her but you know what I helped her I basically got those tears to stop flowwin and got the smiles to keep comin on the girl I love, then I took her out for olive garden
ive never come to her with any of my problems which i rarely have any but I know I could with her
basically it felt so much different to help someone you care about alot
for me she was the first gf I loved that I helped with a problem, it felt just as good as she makes me feel each day