Finals are done-ish!
I'm pretty sure I don't like it, but I'm too lazy to change it, so it's just gonna have to stay until I feel like taking the time to mess with it again.
Finals are over. I'm relieved. Had a final Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday - this would have been okay if I didn't have to close Monday and Tuesday, and if I wasn't so distracted over the weekend. So the amount of studying I actually did was very minimal, very rushed, and very exhausting. At one point, my left eye just started to hurt from being open, so I knew I had to go to sleep. The irony is, when there are things to get done, all I want to do is sleep, but once everything is over and I actually have time to sleep, I can't.
I'm so bored right now...I think I'm gonna go wander around Ring Road, go chill in the park maybe, go to the bookstore or something. Meh. Was gonna go home today but then realized that I'd have to go to work study at 10:30 tomorrow morning, so I might as well stay here. That and I kinda wanted some alone time after all the crazy stuff that has been going on...I like alone time, I miss alone time. But I don't want too much. Heh. Life is ironic.
Its better this way. I feel confident about it. I mean, there are things I miss of course, but at least now I can look back on the good things that had happened - I couldn't at all before. Everything was clouded by the stress put on my heart and my head, but now that it is gone, I can remember goodness. And there was a lot of goodness, goodness that will continue to be there for someone else that will fit better. And I see your humanity again, and I love you. You should understand how I love you, because its not romantically, but its complete love that I'll have forever. There will be a place in my heart for you always. How I'd love to give you a hug right now, to kiss your cheek and provide some kind of comfort for you...but I'm not sure you even need it. I probably need it more than you do. :-P
Finals are over. I'm relieved. Had a final Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday - this would have been okay if I didn't have to close Monday and Tuesday, and if I wasn't so distracted over the weekend. So the amount of studying I actually did was very minimal, very rushed, and very exhausting. At one point, my left eye just started to hurt from being open, so I knew I had to go to sleep. The irony is, when there are things to get done, all I want to do is sleep, but once everything is over and I actually have time to sleep, I can't.
I'm so bored right now...I think I'm gonna go wander around Ring Road, go chill in the park maybe, go to the bookstore or something. Meh. Was gonna go home today but then realized that I'd have to go to work study at 10:30 tomorrow morning, so I might as well stay here. That and I kinda wanted some alone time after all the crazy stuff that has been going on...I like alone time, I miss alone time. But I don't want too much. Heh. Life is ironic.
Its better this way. I feel confident about it. I mean, there are things I miss of course, but at least now I can look back on the good things that had happened - I couldn't at all before. Everything was clouded by the stress put on my heart and my head, but now that it is gone, I can remember goodness. And there was a lot of goodness, goodness that will continue to be there for someone else that will fit better. And I see your humanity again, and I love you. You should understand how I love you, because its not romantically, but its complete love that I'll have forever. There will be a place in my heart for you always. How I'd love to give you a hug right now, to kiss your cheek and provide some kind of comfort for you...but I'm not sure you even need it. I probably need it more than you do. :-P