Apr 24, 2007 00:39
So we didn't ship. And here I remain. Should be til May. Could be forever.
After I realized I probably wasn't being perma-fucked, the delay appealed to me. Exactly what I need. So I quit smoking regularly. And gained 8 pounds. And tied up some loose ends. And waited.
And waited.
And now I can't fucking stand it. I'm not supposed to be here. I already closed this chapter of my life. Why must I stay here in purgatory while the rest of the world moves on?
I hate you, BR.