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So I've been enjoying life :) Drinking a little more and hanging out with friends way more. I'm getting OUT THERE ! Which is what I really think I needed... It's getting to the point now where I'm having trouble getting back into my groove of NOT hanging out which is not so cool. But I'm having so much fun... the right thing is never easy to do, right? haha. I feel like being with this guy has reminded me how nice it must be to really have someone there for you. Ever since then I've just been thinking back on all the good times me and juice had together. When he would rub my feet w/o me asking..... how I kind of got freaked out when he just went for my feet cause I'm super ticklish... How he would let me spoon him... how he would rub his nose against mine and call me snout snout. We had a lot of cute times... He was really caring in the beginning.. I just can't wait till the day I find something as real with someone else. I don't think I'm ready yet, otherwise it'll happen. You can't go out looking for love, it finds you ! Just like the song "i was on my pimp ship riiiding hiigh, till pretty little lady shot me out the sky" yup! one day. <3