dreams be dreams
an alright day. night, was ok too i guess.
i went to some frat party, but was not nearly drunk enough for it. and i drank alot. anyways, i left early and took a long long walk. down through campus to lake michigan. i go there alot, i've noticed. at least a significant amount for it to be mentioned. sadness, maybe. maybe i need to be alone and think. either way, i enjoyed it, being soaked in the freshly fallen snow, the cold cold wind rushing at me. i sat near a tree with my umbrella for protection. i most probably looked creepy as hell. if there was anyone to see me. twas late. a few couples walked by quite a ways away.
but now i'm here. no better or worse, i think. i've maintained the previous conclusion about love, about most things. nihilist maybe... no, definitely not. my hopes are always too high. but i wish there was some profound conclusion. there isn't, and i think that's funny. well, not that i'm laughing, but there is a poetic tinge of supreme comedy.
hahah, i guess
anyways, i forze my booty off and now i'm here. brendo is sleeping, so i'm glad with my lonesomeness.
"abdicated, now i'm just a prince without a land, my subjects all adored me, but for this i had them banned"
anyways, i'm here now. not sure if i'm still sad. maybe just frustrated. maybe not anything. i feel a little more empty, but that comes and goes. i really don't know what to do. there is really no answer that satisfies me. and so i try to give up... little luck, little fuck
i went to some frat party, but was not nearly drunk enough for it. and i drank alot. anyways, i left early and took a long long walk. down through campus to lake michigan. i go there alot, i've noticed. at least a significant amount for it to be mentioned. sadness, maybe. maybe i need to be alone and think. either way, i enjoyed it, being soaked in the freshly fallen snow, the cold cold wind rushing at me. i sat near a tree with my umbrella for protection. i most probably looked creepy as hell. if there was anyone to see me. twas late. a few couples walked by quite a ways away.
but now i'm here. no better or worse, i think. i've maintained the previous conclusion about love, about most things. nihilist maybe... no, definitely not. my hopes are always too high. but i wish there was some profound conclusion. there isn't, and i think that's funny. well, not that i'm laughing, but there is a poetic tinge of supreme comedy.
hahah, i guess
anyways, i forze my booty off and now i'm here. brendo is sleeping, so i'm glad with my lonesomeness.
"abdicated, now i'm just a prince without a land, my subjects all adored me, but for this i had them banned"
anyways, i'm here now. not sure if i'm still sad. maybe just frustrated. maybe not anything. i feel a little more empty, but that comes and goes. i really don't know what to do. there is really no answer that satisfies me. and so i try to give up... little luck, little fuck