Drop ;_;
Okay, here's to hoping my connection to LJ lasts long enough for me to post this. I planned on doing this right as the superdowntime happened, and at the very least, it's given me a few extra days to think about it.
But yes, I fear, it's come time to drop Dave. It's not a matter of my losing his voice, or playing not being fun, because I had a fantastic and very welcoming cast and I love you all dearly for it, really.
Truth be told, I have just come to the very real conclusion that I've fallen out of love with Homestuck as a whole. And you all deserve to have a castmate who is far more spirited about the outcome than I've become. I still love interacting with all of you, honestly, but my increasing apathy for the product itself is seeping into my RP, and it's gotten to a point where I'm really at a loss with what to do with him at all.
I'm really sorry that this seems so sudden, and that I didn't get a chance to speak with too many of you about it, but I'd rather leave before CR with him becomes really serious instead of trying to stick it out apathetically, creating something that matters to other players, and then leaving you all due to similar reasons.
If the whim ever comes back stronger than a passing fancy, I might consider it again if/when I have a better hold on the character, and the comic as a whole. He might still pop into open memes here and there, but I'd like to have a better personal sense of what I'm doing before I attempt this again.
Thank you for making it a fantastic few weeks, guys, and for attempting to figure this all out with me.
♥ Kate
But yes, I fear, it's come time to drop Dave. It's not a matter of my losing his voice, or playing not being fun, because I had a fantastic and very welcoming cast and I love you all dearly for it, really.
Truth be told, I have just come to the very real conclusion that I've fallen out of love with Homestuck as a whole. And you all deserve to have a castmate who is far more spirited about the outcome than I've become. I still love interacting with all of you, honestly, but my increasing apathy for the product itself is seeping into my RP, and it's gotten to a point where I'm really at a loss with what to do with him at all.
I'm really sorry that this seems so sudden, and that I didn't get a chance to speak with too many of you about it, but I'd rather leave before CR with him becomes really serious instead of trying to stick it out apathetically, creating something that matters to other players, and then leaving you all due to similar reasons.
If the whim ever comes back stronger than a passing fancy, I might consider it again if/when I have a better hold on the character, and the comic as a whole. He might still pop into open memes here and there, but I'd like to have a better personal sense of what I'm doing before I attempt this again.
Thank you for making it a fantastic few weeks, guys, and for attempting to figure this all out with me.
♥ Kate