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I just read a message a friend from Gatech sent me, saying she went to Korea for study abroad, then went to a different tech school for a year.
I think it's amazing that life can diverge so much in college. It's so different from high school, where you stay in one place and get to know one group of friends for years. Now we can go to school; not go to school; go to multiple schools in succession, simultaneously, or interchangeably (as my friend did), and I guess anything the more creative types can come up with.
It's amazing and unsettling. How are people supposed to grow and survive when they don't keep a circle of friends? I need to find one of those someday.
The volume of LJ posts I've written in the last few days is either a fad or - more likely and worrisome - a sign of something wrong. I hope I find a way to correct whatever it is that traps me here and motivates to post countless trivial entries throughout the night.
I feel like I'm spiraling into that annoying depressive-melodramatic writing-style. I will need to get a grip.
Of course the situation is not helped by the fact that the two people I was willing to call friends up here have completely betrayed the trust or befuddled me in the course of the week. The details are unimportant. But I am curious as to how it will reconcile or otherwise resolve.
"I know your enemy, it once was me." I'm falling in love with Megadeth's United Abominations (even though it really bothers me how Mustaine has never given credit or face time AT ALL to the other members of the band). I really have to make an effort to interpret the lyrics to "Never Walk Alone... A Call to Arms".
I also notice Mustaine fuckin loves elipses in his song titles: "Rust in Peace...Polaris", "Holy Wars...The Punishment Due" are on the same CD even.
For the sake of continuity, yes this post comes hours after the last, and no, my anger has not subsided at all. I guess it's just not the topic for right now.
I think it's amazing that life can diverge so much in college. It's so different from high school, where you stay in one place and get to know one group of friends for years. Now we can go to school; not go to school; go to multiple schools in succession, simultaneously, or interchangeably (as my friend did), and I guess anything the more creative types can come up with.
It's amazing and unsettling. How are people supposed to grow and survive when they don't keep a circle of friends? I need to find one of those someday.
The volume of LJ posts I've written in the last few days is either a fad or - more likely and worrisome - a sign of something wrong. I hope I find a way to correct whatever it is that traps me here and motivates to post countless trivial entries throughout the night.
I feel like I'm spiraling into that annoying depressive-melodramatic writing-style. I will need to get a grip.
Of course the situation is not helped by the fact that the two people I was willing to call friends up here have completely betrayed the trust or befuddled me in the course of the week. The details are unimportant. But I am curious as to how it will reconcile or otherwise resolve.
"I know your enemy, it once was me." I'm falling in love with Megadeth's United Abominations (even though it really bothers me how Mustaine has never given credit or face time AT ALL to the other members of the band). I really have to make an effort to interpret the lyrics to "Never Walk Alone... A Call to Arms".
I also notice Mustaine fuckin loves elipses in his song titles: "Rust in Peace...Polaris", "Holy Wars...The Punishment Due" are on the same CD even.
For the sake of continuity, yes this post comes hours after the last, and no, my anger has not subsided at all. I guess it's just not the topic for right now.